@Cheese9ManI used to play PUBG mobile , I still remember when my friend sent me the trailer of Apex and told me "look at this I know you will like it".
when I downloaded the game the first thing that amazed me was Bangalore line when my teammate down an enemy and bang said " enemy down " then " reloading" . that moment I was blown away.
I loved everything from the drop to animation to the mechanics.
I spent the first couple of days trying to get one kill even when I used to play COD since MW1 but apex was different.
I hated the R99 as I couldn't control it even when I used to love the scorpion X from black ops, but now it's my favorite and love it so much I use two of them some times XD.
I counted the minutes to finish my work and go back home craving to play some Apex but then everything changed in season 3 when I started taking the game seriously even when I still don't have any achievements like the 4k badge.
so the point is , don't take this game seriously or try to get competitive as it will kick you in the back and just have fun , or atleast try 🙂