@pcbreakman Trust me, I understand the frustration. I would be upset if I couldn't play the game that I really want to play, but let's be honest here, this was a self-inflicted wound. Just try to control your emotions in the future, and hopefully you can move past this and come back to Apex at some point once the ban is lifted, or you make a new account.
I believe you can appeal a ban up to 3 times? I could be mistaken, but I think that is what I've heard. You could always try another appeal via the link below, if you haven't already. No one on this forum is part of the ToS team that handles all account bans/suspensions, so your only option is to submit an email, and wait for response. I have read that a different human looks at each successive appeal, to see if something was missed by the previous person. Best of luck to you!
https://help.ea.com/en/help/account/information-about-banned-or-suspended-accounts/ 
