My cynical advice is to not put too much of your heart and soul into the stats in this game. Unless you turn out to be a 1 percenter then you will discover that the harder you try then the easier you make it for the matchmaker to pit you against the cheaters and the pros. If you haven't hit this SBMM wall yet then you will. And when you do then everything you thought you knew about gaming, about matchmaking, about skill, and about cheating... goes right out the window. Apex is a masterclass in crushed expectations and it will force you to constantly doubt your tactics, your attitude, and your self-worth. Unless, as I said, you're the one percent. And if you turn out to be one of them then you will absolutely be driven from the game by the relentless cheating. There's hardly a day-one streamer or pro who hasn't left the game at this point and most of them have sited the uncontrollable cheating as chief among their reasons.
Sorry to be so dark. I guess what I meant to say is... just enjoy the ride until it becomes unenjoyable for whatever reason. Don't focus too much on stats. Unless you're pro calibre then they don't really mean what you think they mean. They certainly won't bring you much in the way of happiness or pride. Have you ever watched a dog chase his own tail? It's kinda like that.