As I said many times before - it was challenging and fun to me at first back in season 8+ when I had to understand how ranked is played, what are usual soloq teammates, how to counter controller aim assist advantage (now thinking back it might be already hacks way back then), learn different legends and weapons.
Fast forward to numerous hardstuck D4 splits and seasons, mastering to at least decent level all legends, trying to find 3stack for 3 full seasons in all possible forums and discord LFGs (adding to my "not to play ever again" list more than 3000 people, not joking, glad it has no limit and actually works), almost reaching Masters when it mattered, reaching Masters when it was first free to take... there was already first signs of me quitting and I did eventually Because first wave of hackers (seasons 16/17/18).
Fast forward to now...I just see no point in being Master/Pred and other hacker cannonball meat. You can't even beat good 3stacks as soloq, not in Diamond+ lobbies, not to mention grinders with hacks or just blunt full on hackers or your top X Preds whom even aimbot would struggle to beat.
Idk why people still play knowing what is coming be it pubs, special modes or ranked. Apex is rotten due to hackers and poor management that adds fuel to the fire via matchmaking and reporting system being just smoke and mirrors.
Quit and save your nerves :) or go at least to other game to let other hackers kill you, will have at least some fun learning a new game, new mechanics :)