The Rank System Changes Are A Much-Needed Bare Truth
The lesson, at least for me, is simple:
I am nothing more than solo-q bronze IV Trash.
The game has shown me what I've known all along, in a career of 3.79k games. Because of my continued poor situational awareness, the muscles that do not allow for fine control to aim, and my inability to articulate things in such a way that allow the team to progress as a whole, I am nothing but a bottom feeder.
I have practiced. I have used AimLabs for more than 1000 hours, Kovaaks for more than 500. But practice shows how one can either be better, or they are already at their best potential. And this practice and all of these games have made one thing clear:
I am the worst of the worst.
I will not progress.
This is where I belong, where the totem pole is buried in the ground. I reside there because I am always six feet under after every match.
These are the changes we need to see in the game, and I have accepted where my place is.
I am not even a gold player.
I am Bronze Trash.
The question that others must ask themselves now, is if they're willing to accept that they might be like me, instead of blaming a new system that puts a spotlight on the cockroaches like me.
I
Am
Bronze
Trash