Why am I playing against 10,000 kills when im still a newbie?

@Ticklemytony As darth said , having 10 k kills doesn't means they are better than , I have 14 k kills on my main but am sure if we ran into each others in a match the chances are 50 /50.
So don't let that drag you down just try to adjust, and yes this being said by the one who always complain about preds but it should not stop you from improving 😉