Winning has no meanining :l

I'm not really sure what you mean. I didn't go in thinking I would find love, or accomplish something worth putting on my resume.

What happens in the game stays in the game. And for me the gameplay most be the primary reason that I still play. Otherwise it's quicker to find a game that has what I want, rather than insisting that another game becomes what I want it to be. I've always liked it that way.