deleted my ea origin (?)

hello there, i don't where to ask for help with something like this, so i will try it here!

i have a very stupid problem, its bizzare, you've been warned. :D

i'll try to explain it the best i can, i hope someone is gonna get it.

so, somehow, i must've deleted my EA desktop app origin, no idea how but i simply don't have the original, classic EA app no more.

all that stayed in my pc is EA App Recovery, which can still run my EA app but it always asks to clean the apps cache and it takes years and im pretty sure thats not ideal.

since i can still run my EA app, it must be somewhere in my pc but its nowhere to be found.

is there any way to get the origin back? or do i have to delete everything and start all over?

i hope somebody is gonna catch my drift, i feel so stupid.

thanks for any tips and tricks!