FUT Champs Issues

EA why bother giving more points for rivals wins or a "free" entrance into FUT champs playoffs when it is impossible to win enough games to even qualify for the proper FUT champs!

I'm on PC and ONLY ever match up with other PC players because all console players have turned off cross-play because it's impossible to win against PC players!

I'm a disabled player and don't use hacks and in EVERY champs playoffs game against other PC players I have the following problems:

• I have a very noticeable speed disadvantage

• my opponents players are extra fast and the animation of their legs running looks like it's on super fast forward speed

• my players turn SO slowly and take longer to actually start running / sprinting
• my shots on goal hardly ever go in the direction I'm aiming and constantly hit the posts or completely miss
• my passes never have enough power to get to the player I'm passing to NO matter how long I hold A
• my defence run in the opposite direction away from the attacker leaving huge space for them to run in to
• even when using "Team press" my AI don't surround the attacker and just stand off
• yet EVERY time I have the ball I am CONSTANTLY surrounded by 3 or 4 of my opponents players
• the ball ALWAYS seems to bounce off my players and go directly to my opponents player
• my keeper can't stop shots kicked pretty much straight at him and when he does stop it, 98% of the time he knocks it back to my opponents player
• when my opponent is dribbling inside the box I can't do ANY sort of tackle because I always supposedly foul them and give away a penalty

Obviously I already have a disadvantage because I use a mouth operated controller and I can take losses when I KNOW I wasn't as good as my opponent. I'm usually winning about 65% of Rivals games but in the last 4 times I have played champs playoffs (10 games in each so 40 games in total) I have won 6 out of 40!