Tournaments

I keep winning the quarter final and semi in the mini tournaments only to always lose the 3rd game being the final, it’s been over 10 times now and I’ve failed every time. Is there something written in the game that means I cannot win that last game? It’s actually making me feel quite down and low. I’m feeling depressed by it and like I’m a loser… I know I shouldn’t feel this way, but I can’t help it now. I’ve lost on pens, lost from being 2 up a few times, it’s like the game’s working against me in this last game every final