Solved
I forgot my mail
I wanted to log back into my swtor account, but I can't remember which email I used. The eamil addresses I used and can remember aren't the one for the account, I even have premium on it. I tried contacting support over the months, but neither mail, nor help.ea.com nor the phone numbers help, there is no way to get support, except for in game, which I can't as I don't have access to my account.
call the phone numbers for support when the lines are open, they should be able to locate the account by the payment method used on the account
