I would recommend finding videos on Free to Play accounts. There is a ton if content that explains the most optimal way to play for free. You will have limitations but you can definitely have viable account. Is it frustrating that you won't have access to everything? Absolutely! However, you have to acknowledge the limitations of your reality and find happiness from within instead of blaming others for your lack of happiness.
However, you can consider this a life lesson. Life is pay to win and those of us that can't pay have to work 10x as hard to get 1/10 of what the whales have. The sooner you accept this imbalance and learn how to create something positive from inequality, The sooner you can start the climb in the game or life because if you allow the measurement of "fairness" to determine your performance, you will end up like countless others who put in minimum effort because it isn't "fair" and wonder why they are still making nothing after 20+ years of complaining about fairness.