Balancing of apex

Hmm upon entering a ranked matched for first time i was paired with a 1k kill count player and 237 kill count player to my zero at the time. Where i was then harrassed and told how sick they are of being paired with noobs. I admit i was new i prolly deserved it but i expected rank to be my skill level not leaps ahead of it. Second match i was paired with 500 kill count and 798 kill count team members. With a a reward of killing champs of up to 2k kills who was leaders for that game. So the balance is just not there reguardless of what people say or think. Even in ranked there appears to be flaws or i would not be paired with people who harrass me for being new. 

I am currently recovering from stroke from 3 months ago i love apex its fun relaxing and helps with my reflexes but at same time comes quite un enjoyable being paired against much stronger players who are quick and know neat tricks and such. I admit i can be little slow sometimes from stroke it did do neuropathic damage through out brain and body but i would just love to play against people who have same stats as i do when comes to match making. Not 500 more then me not 9500 more then me but someone with in 10 kill count range of pairing to be fair. 

i'm surprised you have this experience because I know someone (no, not me) who created a new account just a few days ago and constantly had levels 0-50 in their squad. The champion squad were ALWAYS below level 50 with a low kill count. This was in ranked AND casual. I didn't think Apex had skill based matchmaking until I watched said person dominate 10+ lobbies in a row. Can anyone confirm this?

That said, it's so important to stay positive, learn from your mistakes and have fun whilst playing. You seem to be doing all three right now so please don't lose focus. You will get better.

my experience is that some of player skill and ignorance can not be matched and if Respawn actually tried to match some of the player base they should revert this game to ,, go around loot for 10 minutes and kill yourself after that,,  i have witnessed level 100 player with a devotion that shoots out 3 clips of ammo on a gibraltar and hits him once \

Balance for these type of players from my point of view is giving them a friendly advice to go do some practice or uninstall the game and play SIMS 

Practice is key i agree. But how does one practice when he is heavily out matched? I can say some games im tossed in what i feel is my range of players skill levels. But then there we the fluke matches where even in ranked which apex staff can check my match history of just the champions of the match. They would see me with 100 kills is playing with and against those with 2k to 6k on some. Now i dont mind this but in reality they are only 2-3. How many more in the match that are not shown are much higher then me also? I know the get gud sloggan holds a place here. As ive said i am trying i play roughly 10-12 hour a day so i am trying but when someone says practice when its about 60/40 chance dropping hot you will die cause your team runs off scared or looting as you mention just to die. Yesterday was the worse with that people worried about looting while 2 of my team are engaging hostiles. I dont mind that even but when i can be easily head shot by people with 1-2 shots and kill me it gets boring and tiresome how people can instantly snap to head shots while running while sliding while jumping / blasting through the air. You would not think to see the skill type of launch pad trick head shots while in the air at the start of the game is all im saying. 

Aye i def have fun and learn i watch all kinds videos to learn also on top of playing. I am not horrible but i am bad. I wont say im good as of yet. lol im honest just really wish i could be paired verse people at my skill level. One way easily tell if also playing with your skill level is by skins and unlocked legends. A new player unless dropping cash right away with not have the most costly skins and all legends unlocked. That it self shows mostly likely they are around level 100 to get all the currency to unlock said champs if not spending money. Then when the screen goes and shows your group of champs and stats will show them with like 300 season 1 wins etc. While im here with season 1 with only 1 win. Again i dont mind being carried but at same time they hate to carry and i would rather earn my keep. But what legends and skins banners on players can help eye catch if your out of your realm or not again unless someone is dropping cash on the game brand new. That brings up another point. Your friend created a new account and was placed into newer player games. I assume your friend has played and is good at apex? Meaning in theory that is what my main post is about. Playing with those out our skill level. This could be fixed by simply forcing a linked account link. Which would then place them in correct matches. How can it be fun for good players to make new accounts to just run around plowing new players. Sure can build up rank in ranking but is it truly earned if your a rabbit racing a turtle? Not at all saying your friend wasnt new or returning etc just speaking in general. 

loads of programs to help your aim, training ground in apex also exists and FEEL THE PAIN that those that did all that for a while are giving to you. You think success comes easy ?

Actually i have done the training grounds for over 4 hours total now. But in reality its not a good training grounds. It is shooting stand still objects with very slow moving objects. No where near real game play where i can better set controlls better for real game play. I am having to alter my settings while playing. Just to feel it out and see how fast i need to make my aiming movement my actual movement left to right etc. Is a lot more to it then just jumping in a dull tutorial that dont even let you test things on the character you mainly play. Dont let me as one persons opinion damper your day my friend. Simply giving my feedback being a game coder programmer and player of online games over 25 years. It is merely that my opinion and my feedback. 

I am giving you a feedback of someone that could not hit a tank if i was standing in front of it, and now is making 21 kills and 4530 dmg in one game. ME. Put MORE effort into it or go play SIMS