Matchmaking System is Broken

The game became completely unplayable for me.

I don't even try to play Ranked anymore, as I don't have a team, and for solo queuers the new system is extremely punishing.

I can't play pubs anymore. I take screenshots every time I die, and I swear, 7 of 10 times my killers are Masters with 20 kills badges and 4k damage badges. Half the time they're teamed up with their buddies (having the same clan tag), all Masters of course. I join a pubs game only to loot to eventually die in a split second, without being able to do anything. Again, and again, and again. Every day, no matter what time I try to play, afternoon, evening, at night.

Now that the Control is back, I tried playing that, and what do you know, a lot of the time there are teamed up Masters again, absolute annihilating you on sight.

I don't learn this way, I can't become better. No matter how good I can become in the coming weeks or months I can't win with a team of people of about level 100-200 against a triple masters team that has good comms.

It feels like I want to causally play let's say football on the local sports grounds. I come out, and there's Ronaldo and Messi, teamed up and completely annihilating everyone, not allowing them to even touch the ball, and winning 100-0.

I used to enjoy the game very much. Now I honestly give up, and will take a break until next season. I will try just watching Apex gameplay on youtube, even though even youtube videos now just give me anxiety and make me feel like crap.