The apex legends experience from a below average player’s POV
The implementation of the SBMM mechanism is supposed to help the below average players, but as a below average player myself, this does not reflect my experience whatsoever.
My stats? 1200 kills, 0.8 K/D, max kills in one game is 8. Just so we can agree that I’m definitely below average. My overall gaming intelligence might be decent, but my potato aim is what holds me back.
My experience? If I play 10 games, I have 1 game where I’m decent, 1 game where I’m actually good, and 8 games where I just get stomped on. I have no problem with losing, but I do have a problem with not standing a chance. Getting destroyed over and over and over again until the game starts to feel like self-abuse. Getting killed in my first fight happens at least 75% of the time, and not because I’m slightly worse than my opponent. More like my entire team isn’t even able to crack a shield, that’s the insane difference I’m talking about. In the past, I was able to relax in ranked (from bronze to gold) but the current smurf-infested bronze has made that impossible.
My mood? Getting obliterated over and over again is the reason why apex legends has become extremely frustrating. And so is the mood of the vast majority of my random teammates. Thousands and thousands of players cursing this game, everyone and everything just because they’re having a crappy experience like me.
My SBBM? At least I know the system doesn’t look at gun accuracy because I would get easier lobbies. Match placement seems to be the biggest contributor. That’s why I’m better off dying quickly rather than making it to the last few squads with very few or no kills. If I happen to win a game in season 5, I immediately get launched to the predator lobbies which is just stupid.
My conclusion? Having fun once every 10 games is downright sad. The amazing potential that this game could bring is the only thing that keeps me going, but even that is starting to fade away. That’s why I would really like the developers to answer this simple question: how should a below average player enjoy this game? Because I honestly don’t know what the answer is. If this is how the developers want me to experience apex legends, then I should make the smart decision to abandon this game because it’s just not worth the negativity in my life.
I will probably get a lot of criticism but I needed to get this out there. The last few weeks, my experience has reached a new low and it's just not playable anymore.