Re: From Joy to sorrow. My Apex Legends experience.
But doesn't the controller require both hands to be even usable? I've never even tried one, but I imagine 1-hand should feel awkward. Maybe gaming keypads would be more up your alley then (with analog stick, something like Logitech G13 maybe)? I've never used one of those either, so no idea how they actually feel or if compatibility is not a problem (shouldn't be though, since you could just map actual keyboard keys to them anyway).