@SchraLpz I never claimed to be "impressive." I think averaging 5 kills per game and being able to knock people at a fast speed is pretty good for someone who never played a fps game before this one and came over to this game from turn based JRPGs. I'm proud of what I've accomplished in this game no matter what names people choose to call me.
Kills don't matter as much as winning games do, a point one of the mods made here a few months back. I'm not trying to compete with anyone and I said earlier I should have never been placed with itztimmy since he is way out of my league, this is nothing but bad matchmaking. The devs themselves have acknowledged these problems since they are mentioned in the survey that was recently sent to players on the email list.
As for my progress, as I said, call me any name you want, be it delusional or whatever, I am proud of what I've accomplished being that this wasn't my genre when I started, and I accomplished what I did through practice and hard work. I'm not finished and I will get better with more practice, on both switch and pc, and I'm confident the devs are working hard to fix the game's problems since they definitely indicated they are aware of them in the latest survey.