@pastaclown if the majority of what you see is negative it’s your perspective. Well it took years of practice and I still have my moments. But I used to always have a “things can get better” mentality no matter how good something was. I got tired of always having not necessarily a negative view on things, but just never being satisfied or happy with anything.
So I started small looking for the good in all situations. I lost my career recently and all my dreams/goals went out the window, so did 21 years of work building that career. It would be easy to be negative about it. But I have tried to focus in the fact that it’s a new beginning and perhaps things will be better once I find a new career.. yeah it’s difficult to do in some situations in life. But you can always find something positive.. even if that positive is the future and coming out of your current situation stronger then you are today.
So in your case if 80-98% of your teammates are not as good as you.. instead of focus on that sliver of negative, perhaps focus on the fact that you’re better than 98% of those who play this?! Then think about how you can make the situation your in work for you and be fun? I have fun carrying people, i typically get really good content/clips.