They still think this is a game, Its not
Before I get into it I just want to clarify something. Nothing is ever true & nothing is ever wrong. Art was solely created as a form of release. If there was no art. Humans wouldnt have made it. Imagine every piece of art ever created is still trapped into the human psyche. The force would be immense and unbearable. Humans would have literally gone mad. This same thing is also true for everything else. An atom only release energy when it becomes destructible to keep. This is the story of the creation. If we didnt experience this. We would have been crumbled by the will to. Thus everything was created. I take psychedelics and consume a lot of caffeine and I often find myself on the verge of collapse because the things I think of and imagine are just too much for the brain to handle. Currently at least. The human brain is still built upon the very basic concepts of survival. Nowhere in our whole history of human kind neither the history of any creature on earth has had this much psychic power inside their brains. If you dont want to read this, Then I thank you reading all of my previous nonsense. If you wanna read on then You are in for one helluv a ride!
Imagine life, You live for a while and grow up. Then you want to become a professional at it and start making money and being known. You then start competing with the big dogs..
A rich person doesnt have it better than the rest, And on top of that they still have to compete with other rich persons and those will often be a trouble to them.
When you first played apex. You was a casual. Entertained and fascinated by nothing but how the game looks and plays. Then you will develop a need. The need to compete with the big dogs. At that point. You arent someone who merely want to play and enjoy. You become someone whos only form of enjoyment is seeing the skilled players lose at your hands. The little details that fascinated you start to fade. You only want to ruin sweaty players rich days. But that is nothing but a trick. the rich loses because they couldnt endure being lower than that. Its greed, Lust and anger that made them become rich. A lighthearted players without jealousy will never think about their performance, Only their enjoyment. And likewise someone who is already content with whatever they have no matter how seemingly small lives way better than someone who is burdened by their own belongings. Chasity and simplicity is a million times better than the life of someone of has everything. Every thing you ever own is a burden. Your belongings come with a price that is far beyond any amount of money, That price is nothing but density. You feel the density of everything that is yours as though you were carrying it on your back. So go back. And let it go. Jealousy, Hatred, Anger, And ranks would only put heavyweight on you. Live for it. Not for what it. We are leaving sooner or later. And we all be kings. But kings arent alike. Some of them have way more trophies. And so I will ask you. What will be your trophy after you leave. Jealousy? Toxicity? Anger? hatred? Or is it something which its echo will remain in this or the other domain? The brotherhood of humankind, The love. The mercy that you show to those who arent kind to you. For they were only unkind to themselves. And so I ask you. What will be your trophies?
