People are so impatient. Had you made the agreement and waited a month or so and proved you are a team player they would have respected you more. Then after a little while you ask if you can climb higher at your po rotation.
When a shard is that established and you walk in and straight off the bat say F this you just put a target on your back.
Shards try to not cause trouble with one another in order to save from doing refreshes.
They will even help one another by dropping mods and such if an ally can’t beat a team comp.
So shard chats are very beneficial that way. Competition costs crystals and nobody wins.
Sounds like you lost your one chance to be part of something bigger then yourself and now you are going to have to settle with what you get or whale harder.
