Dude you are not being targeted. Most of us don't care. Nobody goes out of their way to hit you. Its just that while the average person would be mindful of another person'a payout whenever they play (either payout climb or using up remaining battles), they don't necessarily show the same courtesy to you because you pissed off too many people.
I'm sorry if people don't take your "reaching out" seriously after you've spent months harassing people in PMs and pissing them off in game. Trust me, if we really wanted to collude against you things would be much worse, there are 25 people in our chat and you are one person, and every single one of us can beat you. The truth is we really don't have the time or energy to carry on a feud with you. Which is also why we have basically stopped responding to your threads or getting into arguments with you as well, with this thread being an exception.
Also, you frankly have no locus to question our shard chat or how fair it is, every person in it has a shot at 1, most of them take 1, and everyone seems to be quite happy.
Once more, this isn't a feud that you are "letting go". Nobody here is afraid of you, you have absolutely no bargaining power here. Like I said, most us of don't care and don't go out of our way to mess with you, its just that if you are in range and someone has to move up, they will not show you additional courtesy of a warning on discord or try to skip you due to payout concerns. I think that seems reasonable for someone who they may not be on best of terms with.
I really think you should stop with your ranting and you misplaced sense of righteousness, on day 1 if you would have been friendly and forthcoming instead of accusing people of cheating for talking outside the game, and threatening to get people banned, all of this could have been avoided. Just move on and stop trying to insinuate stuff against others, it serves no purpose for anybody.
@all CL folk, stop responding, don't feed the troll. Nobody on the forums matters except those who are on our shard. And those who are on our shard who have spoken to us know us personally, and know how much we have helped them in arena and overall. Those who haven't spoken to us previously can always reach out to us, we are always open to making new friends. This theatre of an argument is an exercise in futility.