Yes, fortunately despite it being 400 packages, I did 50/50 on each one and they were fine... even after removing completely... I managed to play alright with and without.
Now after posting the last reply, I went to bed, woke up, did errands and decided to play again, and I got the crash error again, even though I didn't download or move anything at all. I tried the mod conflict detector and its telling me that xml4.2 is broken, but I heard that mod hasn't been updated for many many years.
All this happened after I updated to Adventure Awaits.... I noticed here that a lot of people can't play either and crashing despite updating our scripts and most mods.
Also I tried to make a new save, and my mods and items seem to be fine so my save might've been corrupted .... I'm trying to just recover them as much as I could.