Guess I am the only one then.
Perhaps it is time to uninstall since I can't get Respawn to ban me permanently.
@NullEffective9 By no means are you alone. This forum seems to be in a bit of a slack period, with a bit fewer regular posters than at other times. It's a cycle, I guess.
Maybe it's time for a break from the game to regroup and see if you are really still into it. I got very discouraged after my second season playing, and pretty much took S9 off entirely. I went in the range most days for 30-60 minutes to work on movement and gunplay practice, so that when I began again I could at least be confident about something. Did I play great in S10? Not entirely, but well enough that I could see some progress. I had to shift my goals, but it took several months for me to do so..
I had gotten focused on KDR to a point that I was feeling very badly about myself when I did not meet my goals. It was unhealthy. I'd leave games when downed if my team mates had anything to do with the drop going wrong, and I'd be upset for the rest of the day when the average went down. It was really dumb, because i WAS improving. I adjusted my goals by stopping my focus on the numbers and looking at my improvement as a success rather than a failure. Now my stats are not tremendously higher than they were a couple seasons ago, but I'm enjoying playing quite a lot. I have even almost met the goal I had set for myself three seasons ago. I don't know if my story is helpful or not, but there it is.
