Lost all badges on apex account during cross progression!

I understand that that was the the company chose to go and I do appreciate the merger however I am a catalyst main. Before the merge I had over 3k kills and multiple high kill badges for my main. All my best badges were earned after moving to PC. Now I hate running any trackers or badges cause it's just the kills I've got since the merge. 3k down to like 200+. So lame and the lack of communication/choice was not the wave.