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5 years ago

SBMM and My Mental Health

This is an opinion piece, and I know that some people will not care. However, this is my story. 

Okay, 

So an issue that has been hitting me since my return to apex (around the end of season 5) is Skill-Based Match Making (SBMM). Somehow, I managed to rehooked to the game, and we fast forward to now, I play pretty much every day. However, at this point, it feels more like an addiction that I cannot shake because when I do play,  95% of the time I do not have fun. I understand the need to want to protect the bottom percentage of players from the top percentage. However, I do not think that should be at the expense of the bulk of the players' mental health. 

SBMM has taken the fun out of the game for a lot of players like me. I am by no means the greatest player in the game, but I do okay (KD around a 2.8 and around 4.3k kills in season 7). Every game that I play is filled with the top 1% of players. The casual aspect of the game has disappeared completely. I can not run any weapons other than meta purely for the sake that I have to be able to hold my own. Sometimes, I want to have fun and run a Sentinel or Wingman, but because I know that somewhere along the line there will be a sweaty 3 stack that will roll me and my team if I carry anything other than a combination of volt/ mastiff/Hemlock/ 301/99.

I can not play this game with my friends because they hold KDs are around the .8 range, and when they get  put in these lobbies, they do not have fun, and of course, neither do I when I am trying to solo the high tier players in my lobbies. I remember the joy of playing this game in season 0 and season 1 with my friends that were simply just not good at the game. I have one friend that redownloaded apex to try and play with me and didn't last two hours before quitting. I know some of in-game friends that have made smurf accounts so they can actually play with their friends that are not very good at the game. Higher tier SBMM makes it where players like me cannot play with their irl friends, and I think that is an overlooked factor.  

The Solo-Queue experience in this game has diminished markedly since the implementation of SBMM. I can play for 2 hours and not get a teammate past level 200, but somehow every champion squad is a 3-stack pred or masters? Additionally, there is no incentive for my teammates to stay in the match once they get downed, and then I am literally solo vs the lobby.

Now, with the update to Season 8, it is worse than ever. King's Canyon, although it holds a deep nostalgia factor for me, is not meant for the top tier of SBMM. The map is just too small to keep from third parties, even with the new POI. I will make a separate post on gunshot audio, and how reducing the gunshot audio will help reduce the number of third parties, but for now, I will just say that it is a problem. 

Every game I play I see someone with 20k + kills on a legend, and if I am not leaning into my monitor, then I will get rolled by these kids. Sure, I'll win a few games, but, at the end of the day, I feel mentally drained after playing. The mood carries throughout the day or night, and I am just left feeling exhausted. I am very close to just deleting this game altogether, and I know that my mental health will benefit if I do. I know that I am just one person, but all of the people that I play with are fed up as well. Sure, SBMM might make the lobbies more "balanced," and the retention rate of new players (if there is such a thing 2 years into this game's life) might be higher, but the mental health of the content creators and most devoted players is at risk. 

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