@el7uarvszheo wrote:
It is almost impossible to play 214 games and not get a win, even you are the worst player on the planet you can get carried, unless:
You think you are pro level player and hot dropping and try to send the lobby and leave the game after getting knocked. Bad news for you if you are not already good enough to do that after 1000 hours you will never get that good it has nothing to do with matchmaking. Just try to play like an average player and you will get wins. Never think that those streamers you watch are the 1%, they are like 0.01%. Not everyone has the skill to do that.
You just want a lobby full of lower skilled players than you so you can feel the illusion that you are good at the game.
I don't think that's the case here. The OP is extremely good at the game. They're just at the middle of the top of the top.
I'm in a similar situation but a very different bucket. I am too good for the lower bucket and not good enough for the next one up.
This season I have been having fun, though (so far) because even though I'm never as good as the winning team (especially since I only queue solo), I am as good as many of the other players in the lobby. So I die, but I also get a few kills, which makes me enjoy the match far more than in the past. I am MVP many times, too, even though I never win, so that's good, I guess (I think that mostly comes from hidden "points" I get for pinging enemies, as if that makes me skilled.)