I too went from playing apex 4 hours per day on weekdays and practicing 6 hours in the firing range on Saturdays, to now just doing the bare minimum to maintain my skills and get a few BP levels in case they fix the game. I decided to download Fortnite, Strinova, Star Wars Hunters, Farlight84, Snowbreak, Marvel Rivals, and Overwatch, and I decided that Fortnite felt the most like the pre season 20 apex. The gun fights are fair, even when I lose I don't feel cheated, and it has that fun and happy feel that pre season 20 apex had all the time. Today's apex is nothing but people upset and it honestly gives me a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach just logging in now. I really miss how good apex used to be and I suppose Fortnite fills that void in a way, but I am still holding out hope we get the old apex back someday.