@Unitee01I've picked up a 301 even lately. In the firing range it's a perfect gentleman. In the field it is not. And like every other gun in this game, it's designed around a fatal flaw. Gun A has uncontrolable recoil, but a huge clip. Gun B has recoil you can almost wrap your brain around, but the clip is so small that it's 90% empty before I've even acquired the target. Gun C has no recoil and a very small clip, but takes 45 minutes to reload. Gun C in this exercise is the charge rifle. Not enough ammo and a ludicrous reload time is the price I pay for a gun that actually hits the things I aim at. There are some autos that I don't hate, but the basic premise of ALL autos is that you have to get fairly close to your target, and the other benefit of the charge rifle is that 90% of the times that I use it I'm so far away from my targets that they can't return fire. The best shots you take in this game are the ones that don't get returned.
In the end, I don't really know if I would say that I'm "this bad with a gun," but I would say that getting up close with weapons that give me no confidence, behave unreliably, and which guarantee I'll be shot at... all adds up to 50/50 situations. I'm not willing to bleed out my eyeballs for even odds. Even odds don't win matches. So I stick with guns I know work, I put myself into situations and positions where they work the best, and I let sbmm do the rest. Healthy win rate, higher k/d than I have any business having, and a modicum of fun into the bargain. It almost feels greedy to ask for an auto that actually works.
Which, now that I think about it, is a fully kitted devotion. That's an auto that gives me confidence. Available one match in 300. If lucky.