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ZillionDog​ If its been a while since you had last played or had used EA's services, your EA Account may had been temporarily disabled. 

You would need to contact EA Support in order to reactivate your EA Account, (note: if the account was disabled due to a ban, you would need to contact the EA TOS Team instead).

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